deathiversary; 1 yr dead

i died last september 1st and this is just borrowed time

how do people live their lives for only the weekends and the nights? answer: they let themselves die during the day. it’s not a bad way to live, kids. it’s not a good way, either, but hell, i’ll take it over the anxiety of colombia any day.

trying to hold my life together and i’m starting to think it’s a hopeless cause. i’m in an objectively good place (and don’t get me wrong - i am endlessly endlessly thankful for my current job, as it is a million and three times better for me than teaching in colombia was) but this pervasive discontentment with life may well be the death of me. nothing to look forward to, and when i try to imagine a life path that pleases me i come up completely empty. this combined with the fact that I’m more impulsive/aggressive/violent than usual lately is starting to concern me slightly and timothy had me call a counseling service today and so idk we’ll see what happens. oh hey what is this overly personal blog post doing here

slussy:

Frankenstein enters into a body building competition and finds he has seriously misunderstood the objective

(Reblogged from freudthepriest)

Judging by the criterion in my last post,

I’ve had my dream job for 7 weeks now.

dream job:

one that doesn’t make me feel like puking every day before I go to work

"My Long and Winding Journey with Teaching," or "Proof that Robin Never Learns"

I never learn, and I have proof. I truthfully write this to remind myself, or rather my future self, to stay the hell away from teaching jobs, but if you’d like to look on in pity at this pathetic outline of bad decisions, read on. Here’s how it all went down:

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this is honestly my favorite sketch

(Source: joeydeangelis)

(Reblogged from krismaryloves)

wnderlst:

Bernkastel-Kues, Germany ↝ Rudy Denoyette

(Reblogged from krismaryloves)

hey by the way

i’m in Colombia.

freudthepriest said: You are wonderful. Thank you.

You are. I miss you <3

(Reblogged from krismaryloves)
teachingliteracy:

Calvin: If people sat outside and looked at the stars each night, I’ll bet they’d live a lot differently.
Hobbes: How so?
Calvin: Well, when you look into infinity, you realize that there are more important things than what people do all day.

teachingliteracy:

Calvin: If people sat outside and looked at the stars each night, I’ll bet they’d live a lot differently.

Hobbes: How so?

Calvin: Well, when you look into infinity, you realize that there are more important things than what people do all day.

(Reblogged from krismaryloves)

ellozombie:

True

Always true.

(Source: littlepaints)

(Reblogged from freudthepriest)

doglets:

“Pew pew pew” -church interior designer

(Reblogged from krismaryloves)